From Jeremy;
I completely understand diz I don’t want you to be hurting or alone. Your such a good person and you really dont deserve any of the bad things that happened to you it’s ok to cry your the only one that knows I cried today but I still cried ppl like us are survivors we go through so much and we feel like we have to just take it all in and bare the weight but were only human we feel for a reason and sometimes don’t understand why please stay strong diz your such a spark and you can burn down this shit hole town and do anything you want just give it time once you made it to the end you’ll feel so much better knowning your that strong.
The “Big Bang” of mass media.
Nothing “happens for a reason.” Nothing is sorted out, nothing is planned, nothing considered you in the making. Everything is and always has been spontaneous. We live in a world full of washed up has-beens. We’re a “never-was” kind of society. We watch the television, aimlessly and absentmindedly being programmed into a Utopian race. The media projects the false images that it creates, and we obtain the information through thoughts of unworthiness. This vicious trickery makes it’s way into our children’s minds as well. We leave them alone in a room with their favorite cartoon playing on the television, and 20 minutes later, they want the pinkest barbies, the most glittery shoes, and the shiniest toy cars. Out of pure sorriness, we give in and we buy all of those things. We buy them out of “love” and we receive the love back that we thought we were portraying by getting them. This all transfers itself into their adult lives. They begin the materialistic road of their adulthood by buying everything their hearts desire, and also expecting loved ones to buy their way in as well.
